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Worst freaking day Today is officially the worst day ever.I feel like crap, like there's crap then ten feet down below then there's me. Yeah, I knew I was not gonna score greatly for my skills test but I never thought it was gonna be this bad. To say it was bad was an understatement. Maybe I am the worst one in the whole cohort. It was so dumb, so stupid of me. I was so nervous and I was a freaking train wreck. First, there were four stations. I think I did alright in camera and VT. But my Audio and TD were just horrible. I think the teachers were giving me 'pity' marks. It was really the most horrible thing that could ever happen. I could not describe what I was feeling inside. All I know when I was there, my mind just blanked out and I was being this stupid, afraid little girl that was so timid and dumb. My teacher was shouting in my ears and what made me wanted to cry was not that. It was the fact that I could not get it right and could not remember anything about it. I still feel like crying, I do. And I thought I would cry there because I was on the verge of breaking down. It was like a page out of 'the worst day ever' or 'the worst things that could happen during skills test'. Yeah, I never thought I would actually experience this. It was painful and I don't know what will make me feel better. Maybe you thought that I am being dramatic, the truth is maybe I am. All I know is that I screwed it up. So, congratulations to me. I succeeded in making myself a screw up.
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