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Tough Times... Will they pass?

"Life sucks at times...
I don't know why but I feel as if I've changed a lot towards something that I don't like.
Seems like I lied more, I became disinterested in some stuffs that I used to enjoy and I changed emotions in split seconds. 

Where am I heading to?
I don't know if this is tiredness talking but I sure don't like this."


Ok, so that was my initial post. I decided to re-edit it as it did not really sum up the whole situation of what I'm feeling.

News flash, LIFE SUCKS. 

I can hear people actually replying to me out loud, "NO KIDDING LADY!"

Yeah, this is the holiday and guess what? I feel like crap. Like a complete crap.

Ask me why, honestly I don't know why.
I mean it could be just me being really tired after a hard day's work or me in my usual "blue" mood.

I don't know. All I know is that:
a) I'm feeling like crap
b) I don't know how to solve this
c) Probably has something to do with a certain someone that I used to be close with but now it's as if our relationship is nothing more than strained and far away


Option C seems tempting...


Anyhoo, I'm just going to deal with it.

As usual, because apparently I can't really talk about this problem with anyone.


I'm ALONE. There we go, ALONE. Once more.
And I thought this feeling would never come again, but here we go again.












P.S. Never expects the best from other people, even the people you love and you thought understands you the most can change. People who used to care, who never seemed to forget about you can do those things in a split second. 





...Getting Harder To Breathe @ 1:10:00 AM...

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