<..And She Will Be Loved...>

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Aftermath...

Confusion...
This is what I am feeling now.

Could it be? This thought keeps on crossing my mind. I can't help but to think about it and wonder...

Is it possible for a person to actually like someone, but in the midst of everything and low self-esteem, you just keep on denying the feelings, thus you feel nothing?
Honestly, I don't know what I'm feeling now.

So, toast to everyone out there who are confused like me, who maybe wondering will they spend their life forever, being lonely and just keep on wondering their whole life.

Why am I thinking about it if I don't have any feelings for him?

Yes, it is easy for people to say "Just be friends!" or "Why must you think about it so much?". They don't know that I need some reassurance, that this thing rarely happens to me.

I am not a gorgeous person who has the beauty of Barbara Palvin or the brain of Agatha Christie.
I am just... Me.
I feel very quaint, sometimes even unworthy of being loved by someone so wonderful.

So, here I am. Once again, wondering what will happen, what exactly is going on with me.

I guess, only time will tell....

The truth is... I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart... and I never really got it back.

- Reese Witherspoon, Sweet Home Alabama-

Song for today: Mad World - Gary Jules

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfR238kimYU

...Getting Harder To Breathe @ 5:59:00 PM...

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My name is Nadia. I am a girl who is insane, bubbly, cheerful and emotional. I am 16.

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This is the blog where I pour my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Occasionally abandoned but still worth seeing :)

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