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Aftermath... Confusion...This is what I am feeling now. Could it be? This thought keeps on crossing my mind. I can't help but to think about it and wonder... Is it possible for a person to actually like someone, but in the midst of everything and low self-esteem, you just keep on denying the feelings, thus you feel nothing? Honestly, I don't know what I'm feeling now. So, toast to everyone out there who are confused like me, who maybe wondering will they spend their life forever, being lonely and just keep on wondering their whole life. Why am I thinking about it if I don't have any feelings for him? Yes, it is easy for people to say "Just be friends!" or "Why must you think about it so much?". They don't know that I need some reassurance, that this thing rarely happens to me. I am not a gorgeous person who has the beauty of Barbara Palvin or the brain of Agatha Christie. I am just... Me. I feel very quaint, sometimes even unworthy of being loved by someone so wonderful. So, here I am. Once again, wondering what will happen, what exactly is going on with me. I guess, only time will tell.... The truth is... I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart... and I never really got it back.
V-Day Valentine's Day...So, it's coming and here I am, still single. LOL Not that I am dreading it but sometimes it can be a constant reminder on others who have someone to celebrate it with and I just don't celebrate it. Except maybe with friends and the fact that on that day I will have a performance. Depressing huh? Honestly I don't really care, but well you can't help it since everybody in my CCA was like "Well, this year will be the same." or "Single. AGAIN." LOL, yes that's what the situation's like when we talked about V-Day. Oh well, gotta think positive and look ahead. Who cares when you have no one to celebrate it with? It's better to celebrate it with someone you're meant to be with in the future than with the 'wrong' person and have a bad memory of it. :) SMILE LADY. Have to tell myself that a few times when writing that down. Kinda hard, maybe because Bruno Mars' When I Was Your Man was playing. Hahaha Anyways, sad that my Italian CDS will end... :( My Italian teacher is so nice and she is just very caring. LUV HER. But, our roleplay was superb! It was excellent! :D It went smoothly and I was very proud of our group!! Finally, something went right this month/week. With that 'hell-ish' teacher teaching, I was such a pessimist and very sure that everything would go wrong. And by 'hell-ish' teacher, I am talking about my other teacher for a different subject. It's someone that I have to bear with til the end of this semester and then WE WILL BE FREE. WE SHALL BE FREE. I BELIEVE IN IT. Ok, dramatic moment has passed... HAR HAR.. The only thing that made me not want to kill myself or tear my hair out this month was FRIENDS. I swear even if you have watched it a thousand times, you'll still laugh. And not in a 'hahaha' way but in a 'HAHAHA TOO FUNNY..CAN'T STOP. HELP' way. I feel that sometimes I imitate the way Chandler talks. HELP. It has taken over my life. Another thing, please anyone who loves musical and an emotional movie, go watch Les Miserables. It is such a wonderful movie, the cast was just incredible and their voices (especially the girls) were heavenly. I commend Anne Hathaway. She has gone a long, long way from being Princess of Genovia. But, if musical is not your cup of tea, then it is not for you. ;) So, tomorrow's test and I will have to get back studying. So, here are two songs I keep on listening to this week. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekzHIouo8Q4 When I was Your Man-Bruno Mars http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FIqS7FPy0I Rock Of Ages Friends Quotes... Joey: What the hell does a paleontologist need a beeper for? Monica: Is it, like, for dinosaur emergencies? "Help! Come quick, they're still extinct!"
Ross: Monica is right, marriage is a very serious thing, you shouldn't just rush into it! Rachel: Oh what do you know, you married a lesbian! Rachel: Oh, Phoebe, are you still on hold? I was supposed to call my Dad back like two hours ago. Phoebe: Oh, yeah, he clipped on. He said call him as soon as you get a chance, he's at Flimby's. Rachel: What's Flimby's? Phoebe: Oh, yeah, that's the word I use when I can't remember the real thing. Read more tv spoilers at: http://www.tvfanatic.com/quotes/shows/friends/page-3.html#ixzz2KDyWUINC
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