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Today was just normal... Nothing was too overdone but maybe yeah, I kinda overdid something... Ok, no worries will never do it again... ;P Anyways, today was EM test... It was kinda easy... :) Hope I'll do good in it!
So, my bestie seems to be kinda fine... Though there were times when she seemed to be so distant and I felt as if I could not reach her... It's like she was there, but inside she was somewhere else.. :( I really hope that she'll be fine cause she did not want to talk about it... I really am trying to cheer her up... Sang that stupid Old McDonald song...Hahahaha It was kinda funny and fun to be the "crazy, old me". XD Well, I did everything I could to cheer her up. Something happened today, Zhi Wei's grandma passed away... It was sad to hear that cause it reminds me of my late grandpa. I could still feel the sadness that caught me in a mess. I messaged him, told him sorry to hear that (is it wrong to say that? O.O), offer my condolences and told him to be strong. Lastly, I told him to call or SMS me if he needs anything. He just replied 'K la.' I can tell that he was really upset about it. I messaged him again after my bestie left. I told him no need to reply and I told him once again to be strong. Told him how today was different just because he was not there with us. Told him (again) to call me if he needs anything. He didn't reply, understandable though. I didn't know why I suddenly had the urge to do that, to message him twice... I know that he is still grieving and stuff, but I felt that I had to do it. He is a very nice person and one of my closest friends. He had always been there with Zhi An to make me and Nirusha smiled during our 'emo' times. He is irreplaceable. I hope that he will be fine and hope he'll be okay... :) Anyways, got reminded of this song.... It's meaningful to me... P.S. The first time when I listened to this song, I was around 9 or 10 years old. I cried silently and I would feel the loss that I once felt that time. Until now, this song would always make me feel 'something' that would move me....
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