<..And She Will Be Loved...>

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Emo.... *sigh

I don't know why I'm being emo.....

I feel that everything is a mess.... A super big mess...

I thought he was my friend... You know,the friend that would be honest enough to admit the truth instead of running away and hide from it.....

I know the truth... No need to say much about it..

I don't know why I'm hurting too...

It's like yeah, I called him brother and stuff... But, it was not for fun...

For me, yeah, we are all family and friends, together as one, be as one, stick as one....

But now....

It's like we are all drifting apart... I feel that no one understands my pain... I don't really show it at school... But, when I go home, reality hits me and there I was, looking at the screen, wishing things were all the same....

Yeah, teachers were asking why am I zoning out in class?? I don't know why... I want to escape... Somewhere far... Away from all this pain and constant worrying...

Someday, I'm afraid I might explode from all this problems and all that's left will be nothing but tears and a few scars....

P.S. It was a lie... All of it, you only care about her.... The stupid her that ruined our friendships..... Let me immersed in pain.... So nobody will know... This is what I really feel deep deep inside...

...Getting Harder To Breathe @ 10:10:00 PM...

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My name is Nadia. I am a girl who is insane, bubbly, cheerful and emotional. I am 16.

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