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Jerk.... Big ass dumb jerk.... Yep..Something happened today and well let's just say it's not so nice!!! I am freaking pissed! I just don't get him anymore and let's just say that I am sick and tired of this!!!!
Do NOT EVER message me again! U dumb jerk ass.... THank you for being frank at least now we got that clear right?! Any girl who wants to be with you are totally unlucky!!! LET ME REPEAT UNLUCKY! Who do you think you are?! You do not know me and and you do not have the right to judge me! WE NEVER EVEN SPOKE AT SCHOOL! AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS, I NEVER LIKE YOU! DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE DROOLING ALL OVER YOU CAUSE YOU JUST MADE A BIG MISTAKE! REPEAT I DO NOT AND NEVER LIKE YOU! P.S. honestly... you made me feel unworthy to be loved and to be cared about... thanks a lot I guess, go and chase your girl... i am stupid to believe everything you said...
MT O LVL RESULTS AND THE RESULT IS............!! So.....THE BIG WAIT IS OVER.... (FOR NOW) MY MOTHER TONGUE O LVL RESULTS WAS ANNOUNCED TODAY..... AND THE RESULT IS...... I GOT AN A1!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! The waiting for it is over. :) I was very relieved and happy and blessed at the same time:) So, at express stream only me and Del got distinctions... Cikgu was hoping for more, but oh well... At least it's a 100% pass for express stream! :D Now, gotta bulk up for the other subjects... Btw, Mr. Tan Joo Huat talked to me today... He asked me what's my problem with DnT... Then, I told him bla bla bla..... Well, he asked me not to be stressed too much.... Ok... *currently sighing as I a writing... Anyways, found this cool song. It's by Jason Mraz...:) you should give it a try... Another nice song by Jason Mraz... Haha you should give it a try!! It's funny and nice! :D P.S. I don't know why... But, these days, I feel like I am slipping away from reality and not moving forward.....
Cousins are here! :) My cousins are here!! :)They are still the same, small and cute except for the little baby girl! She can walk now!! :D SO HAPPY XD Anyway, tomorrow's English oral for O lvl ! Scared? Heck yeah! Well, gotta do my best! Have to do better than my MT oral... Have to give 110% for it and I know that I can do it, if I just believe! Ok, that sounds cheesy but yeah... hehe  So, now I have to take care of my cousins too since I am considered a very "mature" teenager... <.< Well, let's just hope that the next few days will be smooth as a river... :) Thursday ~ MT O LVL RESULTS Friday ~ DPA RESULTS P.S. Is it normal if I feel dying now? Cause these schedules are going to kill me alive.... anyways, to make myself "sane" I listened to a lot of songs, one of them is by Blue. It is called fly by.... enjoy~!
Nothing to do.... Lalalalala...Bored... Ok, the purpose of writing this is to give me something to do... Think I should revise for any lesson..... ok, no point in writing this.... Lolzzzz XD Ok, so why am I writing this now???? REASONS 1. I hope my bestie is kinda fine now... 2. Boredom 3. Just finished watching the movie Mermaids and the TV series (India, A Love Story) 4. Talk about my fascination of mermaids! 5. Talk about the awesome thing that happened at my tuition place (Morris Allen) Ok. so who really believes in mermaids?? I DO I DO!!! OK, not really... I do realize that mermaids are mythical creatures that are invented to have us fantasized about being one and maybe meet one! So, basically, I just watched this movie titled Mermaids. It was out in 2003. I watched it a few years back and fell in love with it!  Today, I watched it again and it reminds me of the old movie, The Little Mermaid :)  Ofcourse it has different stories, but it has the same element, MERMAIDS! I am so intrigued by it and I am enchanted by them (like who would not want to rock some magic powers, have amazing body and beautiful like a mermaid?!) Yeah, yeah, call me a nerd, but I think mermaids are awesome!! I think everyone who loves mermaids should definitely watch Mermaids movie! It has simple yet nice story :D So, second discussion! Amazing lesson today at my tuition centre!! We discussed about the book 1984 and watched a clip of the movie! It was absolutely great! The main actor (John Hurt) was the guy who played in Harry Potter as Mr. Olivander, the wand maker. And there was also Richard Burton (famous husband of the famous, late Elizabeth Taylor). The plot was about propaganda and government. Basically, the whole story was about how the State was in control of the country and it was very contradicting. Kinda hard to explain but it was very interesting. Should try to read the book. :) Anyways, gotta eat dinner now, so bye! :)
JT... :) Prince of Pop :) Anybody here doesn't know JT AKA Justin Timberlake?? Cause that will be a crime!The guy's the prince of pop! (I say prince not king! Cause King will always be MJ :D) and I say pop, not rock n roll cause King of Rock n Roll will always be Elvis Presley... Anyways, the guy's awesome man!XD He can sing, dance and act (better than JB AKA Justin Bieber, oh well ok.. he's growing up dude!) so, here's one.... or maybe two... of my favorite songs of his... It's kinda a few years ago, but still worth listening cause it grooves baby! Here's the link! :D and So, hope anyone who will open my blog will spend time to listen to these songs cause I assure you that will not be able to stop yourself from dancing to these two songs... :)) Btw, Michael Buble also once mentioned one of his fav. songs... The title is Footloose... From the movie Footloose (obviously).... :D So, I gave it a try and surprisingly, I love it! :D here's the link So, hope anyone that open my blog will enjoy these songs!! XD P.S. I am a BIG fan of old songs and songs of this age so..... basically..... I LOVE AND APPRECIATE MUSIC! And yeah, yeah you guys hate Rebecca Black, well gotta admit that she does not sing that well(ok maybe not well at all)... But, oh well, let's give a chance to this girl and see what she will do... Maybe she will sing a song that will be nice to hear????? No one knows, but let's just see eh?? :)
Today was just normal... Nothing was too overdone but maybe yeah, I kinda overdid something... Ok, no worries will never do it again... ;P Anyways, today was EM test... It was kinda easy... :) Hope I'll do good in it!
So, my bestie seems to be kinda fine... Though there were times when she seemed to be so distant and I felt as if I could not reach her... It's like she was there, but inside she was somewhere else.. :( I really hope that she'll be fine cause she did not want to talk about it... I really am trying to cheer her up... Sang that stupid Old McDonald song...Hahahaha It was kinda funny and fun to be the "crazy, old me". XD Well, I did everything I could to cheer her up. Something happened today, Zhi Wei's grandma passed away... It was sad to hear that cause it reminds me of my late grandpa. I could still feel the sadness that caught me in a mess. I messaged him, told him sorry to hear that (is it wrong to say that? O.O), offer my condolences and told him to be strong. Lastly, I told him to call or SMS me if he needs anything. He just replied 'K la.' I can tell that he was really upset about it. I messaged him again after my bestie left. I told him no need to reply and I told him once again to be strong. Told him how today was different just because he was not there with us. Told him (again) to call me if he needs anything. He didn't reply, understandable though. I didn't know why I suddenly had the urge to do that, to message him twice... I know that he is still grieving and stuff, but I felt that I had to do it. He is a very nice person and one of my closest friends. He had always been there with Zhi An to make me and Nirusha smiled during our 'emo' times. He is irreplaceable. I hope that he will be fine and hope he'll be okay... :) Anyways, got reminded of this song.... It's meaningful to me... P.S. The first time when I listened to this song, I was around 9 or 10 years old. I cried silently and I would feel the loss that I once felt that time. Until now, this song would always make me feel 'something' that would move me....
it's 11.38 pm... Haven't slept yet... Tomorrow's school...Dread it... Absolutely dread it... I don't want today to end... It's going to be miserable.. There will be AM test on Friday.. Will be home at around 3 pm... That is such a misery but I can't avoid it, can I? Anyways, been quite stress free these few days.. I think these few days been thinking quite clearly since I told her not to talk about that problem anymore.... That woman is indeed trouble maker... By the way, I really hope that everything will be fine and nothing will go wrong again... Tried not to be stressed about my future... About the payment for Polytechnic, about the courses... EVERYTHING! Hope that I won't fall sick since I've been sneezing like hell... But, reading from Wattpad has made me more cheerful.... :) I hope that my bestie is going to be fine tomorrow... She's been very gloomy since weeks ago... All because of someone who is very blind and blunt about this... P.S. Smart does not mean that you have to be good in subjects, it just means that you have to be good in handling situations in your life... That jerk that cheated on you? Forget about it... Not worth it... That person that hurt you? Why bother? Just forget about it.... Sometimes , you just have to say 'what the hell' and go on with it instead of wondering and thinking about it 24/7.... :)
Trying to get my head in the game... Ok... So, I just changed my layout..Don't really know how to put my name and stuff.... So, this is kind of a mess... -.-" Anyways, I think I am really trying not to worry about my problems and been trying not to get stressed over it... Hope I'll be fine these few days..
Jar Of Hearts... :) Ok...So, basically been enjoying these two holidays... :D Been having quite a good time though some of it quite boring, cause I stayed at home during the days and went out during the night... :) Today, I went to IKEA and Giant with my family. It was fun! Had a chat with someone which made me quite happy along the way... :)) Today was also the National Day!! Saw the fireworks from the TV, it was absolutely spectacular!!! :)) By the way, from the title of my blog, you can definitely know that it's a title of a song... :D I know that a lot of people had listened to this song a few weeks or maybe months ago, but I just had the ear to listen it today and I kinda like the song. But, I prefer the cover by Boyce Avenue instead of the original version by Christina Perri... Here's the link to it! So, I am quite happy these few days.... :)) Anyways, gonna go off now... Tomorrow's Wednesday, so I gotta finish all my homeworks!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, nites and byes ladies and gentlemans... P.S. I wonder... Does anyone else really read my blog?? Cause it's very quite and empty here.... O.O oh well, forgot to mention... STILL WAITING FOR THE WELCOMING EMAIL FROM POTTERMORE!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JctA1W_xB3U How Many Times lyrics
You used to tell me you loved me
Sometimes I wonder... Do you ever listen when I offer you advice? I told you that it is not worth to be chased for.. But, still you do it.. Sometimes I'm tired of it all.. I'm tired of seeing you get hurt.. You are waiting for something that will never happen and then you fall again.. Then when you told me, I get hurt cause I feel that I could not do anything to stop it... :S I am your best friend girl... I am here for you, but I cannot do much... There are times when I feel so useless, cause I know there will be times when I would be happy at home, but you are crying somewhere... I can feel it... Deep, deep down... Tell me... How many times have you slept with a broken heart? Aren't you tired with all these dramas... Cause I do... Stop chasing something that is not worth chasing gal... :/ I'm begging you... P.S. You are just a girl.. Who is in love, but love is dangerous... It drives us crazy and to the brink of insanity.... I hope that when you read this, you realize that it is time for you to stop worrying about others and just worry about yourself first... You've been too kind, too nice, and too much hurt...
Must not be stressed! Ok... So, what's up people?!Haha.... Ok, so I decided that I should post some happy thoughts since it's been a few days that I;ve posted a lot of emo things... :)) Anyways, National Day is near!! I know I'm not a citizen here, but it is going to be so exciting and fun! :) Not to mention that I am feeling OK now... Back to normal again I guess.... :)) I am trying not to overstressed myself by not thinking too much.. Apparently, I am so easy to get stressed -.-" So, I am really trying to calm down and not to think too much... I just hope that no more problems like this will come up again... Anyway, they're over... So yah... There should not be any other problems... I guess this is for the best.... :) So, been listening to Barry Manilow a lot... I love old songs! They are more meaningful in their own ways than songs nowadays... P.S. I know that this song is a bit sad and I'm not suppose to post any emo stuff, but this song is memorable... Reminds me of my past... a lot...
Emo.... *sigh I don't know why I'm being emo.....I feel that everything is a mess.... A super big mess... I thought he was my friend... You know,the friend that would be honest enough to admit the truth instead of running away and hide from it..... I know the truth... No need to say much about it.. I don't know why I'm hurting too... It's like yeah, I called him brother and stuff... But, it was not for fun... For me, yeah, we are all family and friends, together as one, be as one, stick as one.... But now.... It's like we are all drifting apart... I feel that no one understands my pain... I don't really show it at school... But, when I go home, reality hits me and there I was, looking at the screen, wishing things were all the same.... Yeah, teachers were asking why am I zoning out in class?? I don't know why... I want to escape... Somewhere far... Away from all this pain and constant worrying... Someday, I'm afraid I might explode from all this problems and all that's left will be nothing but tears and a few scars.... P.S. It was a lie... All of it, you only care about her.... The stupid her that ruined our friendships..... Let me immersed in pain.... So nobody will know... This is what I really feel deep deep inside...
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