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It's 1.25 AM..... Gotta speak up my mind... :P OK.. I've been trying not to be emo or sad this whole day..I think it kinda worked.. Especially after watching that TV episodes.... It kinda made my day.... :) Anyways, been calling my bestie... She said she is fine.... Glad to know that ... *sigh... Btw, actually I'm tired now... Not in the mood to update, but I noticed one thing... I've been scrolling down and reading my old blog posts... They were funny (in a way) and sad (in a way).... But, most of all, they're full of ME! :) At least of me that is cheerful, sarcastic and happy.. Yes, there were sad moments, but mostly, I was content and happy :)) Now, I'm mostly emo, stressed and full of worry.... I MISS MY OLD ME! I MISS BEING THE OLD ME!!!!!! Yes, I noticed that! O.O Back to the topic, I miss the old me who is more hardworking and yet, happy and not stressed.. Now, I'm stressed, emoing, zoning out in class and feeling so down... I think all these problems are wearing me down... It made me lose interest in everything... I think it is also due to the fact that my bestie is having a problem too... So, it kinda brings me down too.. Things are not as simple as it used to be... :( Things are messier... More complicated.. All because of that girl.... Haish.... SHE IS ONE HELL OF A TROUBLEMAKER... Were there any problems before she came? NO Were there any love hate relationship before she came? NO Not to add, that person... that betrayer and his lame excuses..... Anyways, hate them to the core.... P.S. Trust is earned, not given... Same as respect.... Once is forgiven, twice is regret, thrice is no more... In this case, once is regret, twice is enough, thrice.... YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW YOU BETRAYER!!!!!!!!
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