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recuperating... Ok... Been sick for two days..But, I'll be coming back to school tomorrow... :) Hope I'll be fine for tomorrow... ARGH!! I MISS MY FRIENDS!
DAMN TIRING!! LYK HELL MAN!!! ARGH!!!Today was like damn tiring!!! Ok, woke up feeling like Dolly Parton XD.... at 6.00 am!! Then brought so many books for so many lessons.... -.-" Then after that, had to be MC for the Inter. Friendship Day... Then after that, had E MATHS until 3... Then walked to Esso to buy food, reached sch at 3.30 pm Then, getting ready for choir until 4.00 pm, then went to BTSS.... Then practiced there until at ard 7.10 pm. Went home at 8.30 pm The worst part is my throat aches because of too much singing. My feet has blisters because of the choir shoes... Then, I STILL HAVE THE STUFFS THAT R CALLED HW!! Then, I have a runny nose because of my allergic to dust and changing temp!! Dang u GREG!!!!! ARGH! Now, so sleepy... ZZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZ Currently, doing Malay hw.... ;)
confused... Things have been quite confusing and interesting....It's hard to trust someone.... You may have a lot of friends... But, you can only trust a few of them... Sometimes only one.. Well, my bestie, if you read this, thx for everything.... I really can't describe how much you have done for me in my life.. When I cried, you're there. When I laughed, you're also there (duh XD), and when I am alone, you are there with me to share my suffer (O.O)... You are understanding and even I don't have that much patient and understanding... Words can't describe you cause if I lose a friend like you, I know for sure that I'll die.... You are like a sister to me... Older sister that I never had.... or maybe sister with the same age?! haha Well, thx for everything... Thx Nirusha.... :)
Emoing... again... I don't know why... But, well I really wish you did not sms me that text message cause now it brings back that bad memories... and that emo feelings again..I know that my posts are like emo and all that... But, well I guess I'm not that strong... I don't know what to do... Things just went quite bad and we all screwed up... :( We both gave up and since then, things have been awkward and abnormal... Sometimes I wonder, where I've been... Who I am.. Do I fit in? I may not win but I can't be thrown.. Out here on my own................... I know I have to survive but being a survival means alone... It always means that... :( I am trying to hold on. But somehow, I always fall again... I just don't get it... Maybe I should talk to someone better... Someone that is not on anyone's side.... Yes, I know the right person.... And I think this time is the best... I need to talk to someone that is in the middle and can balance themselves... God, I really am tired of this drama.... I wonder how long must I suffer?? P.S. I can't run nor hide....
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