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it's sad when someone had to leave you standing and wondering why.... Have u ever felt sad bcoz of someone who left you??Yup, I have felt that... And let me tell you... That feeling is not good at all... It's like you're trying to lose that feeling but then it won't go away... Well, anyway... I'm not in an emo mood... It's just that I remember how it feels like to lose the one you love so dearly... It's like you wanna give up yourself just to save that person but in the end you know that you can't... In the end, you'll blame yourself for losing that person again :( Btw, tomorrow's school... Gotta face the teachers and the person that you really dislike... Somehow, that person is always close to you... And you know that it's no use to tell you that person how you felt bcoz in the end you'll lose and she'll win the game again... Hmm... Just had a chit chat with one of my close friends... :D (you know who you are) Yeah... she told me that she has a whole lot of problems... and I said me too... well as I said, life is full of unending problems... When you solved something out, there is always another one waiting and lurking in the dark.. Itching to get out and drives you mad... Well, I just hope that tomorrow will be better.... Shesshh.... I hate this.... P.S. When I said I hate you that means I luv you, when I said I don't need you that means I need you badly, but when I said we're over, that means we're over....................... 
addicted... to Glee! Hmm... Tired.. But, I want to update... so OK... hahaU guys know a new TV series called Glee?? Kind of funny and cool... LIKE IT! Genre : Musical So, yah... I lyk everything bout music... Btw, just got a new quote... by ME! SOME GUYS ARE MEANT TO BE JERKS IN YOUR LIFE! That's 100% true! Been there done that! Sometimes, I always wonder, we always hate jerks right? But, in the end we end up with them?! WEIRD HUH?? I am not saying that boyfriends are jerks... I'm just saying SOME OF THEM are jerks. Somehow, jerks can open up our eyes. You know that when a guy smiled at you, then he came towards you, chit-chat with you then in a few weeks... TADA! He became ur bf(by bf I don't mean best friend)and then after another few weeks, you gonna came up crying at your best friend telling that jerk of yours hurt you and made a wound at your heart. It's always like a cycle... haha It happens in books.... and real life... Sadly, some jerks are too charming.. But, if we know how to stay away from them... I guess we'll be fine! :D So yah... haha actually just wanna talk bout that.... It kinda opened up my mind... :P When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.
Miss them so damn much I miss them so much...They went back home this afternoon... I feel so sad man.. The house that was crowded is now empty... and too peaceful... I really hope they'll come soon.... I really miss them... I really hope that I can visit them too.... I almost cried at school when I called them to say bye... I really regret it!! If I do not have choir maybe I can say gdbye face to face at the airport... and I just said gdbye through phone... :( God, please give me strength... To face this big, bad world.... Btw, tomorrow's Physics and AM tests... Hope I can do it!!! :D Jiayou! 
Oww.. hmm blog back to normal!!! :D hehehe i'm soo outdated... for now Btw, today was just ok... Something happened but I don't know what... yet... I just hope she'll be fine... :( Hmm.. Tomorrow's Chem test... :D Hope it'll be easy peasy!! I feel like I'm trapped in a box... Just can't move... And my aunt is going home on Wed... :(( PLEASE DON'T GO AUNTY! and also COUSIN!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING NO!!!!!!!!! fine... trying to chill... A bit sleepy.. Hope can study... Dad's at the table tennis championship... Hope that ol buddy wins.. hahaha Yesterday went to Sentosa and had a lot of FUN! We went to ride the Segway Fun Ride, watched Cineblast which my aunt thought was scary but my sis and I were laughin all the way!!! HUAHAHA then went to watch Songs Of The Sea... COOL!! Just really hope that tomorrow will be a better day to start... :) SAVE THE DOLPHINS...SAVE THE WHALE! :p SORRY I'M JUST TOO RANDOM TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED...
Woa! two tests! O man... I don't know what's wrong with the blog... but for certain I can't choose the colour and font! -.-"Btw, tomorrow have two tests! EL and Geo! Wish me luck!! And today got two surprise tests for EM and AM! Can't do the EM one... NO!!!!!! Well, at least I'm enjoying my aunt and cousin's company. They're very nice and made me crack!! :D OK, then bb and write next time...
OK... Not so Ok,,, Just as I expected.... They did not talk at all!!Can't believe it's happening>.<> It feels weird especially when you know that both of them are your best friends... It's like you're in the middle... -.-" Now, gotta think how to do the Microsoft Power Point cause don't have one??!!! HELP major HELP! Another tuition... *sigh... hehe at least got a tutor... One of my friend told me that... ;) I just hope tomorrow will be a good day as they're coming home!! My cousin heart you!! and also my aunt... hahaha :D Well, write later! :) Labels: confusing
:(( feel like shit... Today I feel so sad...I feel like shit man.... :( Today is one of the worst day in my school life..... I feel like home is my only sanctuary... Laughing with friends... Feel so.... numb... I feel so damn numb... :( I know that sometimes there are no things such as second chance... But, I really need it for this one!! I know that somehow I can make it.... Somehow.. This is the best for me.... Thank you mum and dad for always believing in me... But somehow, it's not enough .... :(( It's not enough reasons for the school to believe in me... :( Well, I will never give up....!! I am STUBBORN and for this once I am REALLY STUBBORN... and I DON'T CARE!!! I WILL FIGHT FOR THIS ONE WITH ALL OF MY POWER..... PURE SCIENCE U BETTER PREPARE FOR ME.... Labels: feel like shit
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