<..And She Will Be Loved...>

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I don't get it anymore....

I don't get it anymore...

Ever since the exam started... I've changed...

Into a more serious person... and when I said change... I changed completely..

I don't know whether it's the fever or exam or other reasons... But, it's just unbearable..

I know that you can feel the "new" me... But, it seems nobody can help me to find my happiness anymore..

It's like my inner child just gone away... Flew away... Carried by the wind with the key to it...

Nobody seems to care...

Yes, I know, they ask "are you ok?", or "did you forget your medicine or something??" .... But, I just don't have the answer... And if I don't have the answer... How could they have it?

I am completely lost.... I wish I can return back time..

And I don't know why.. But, now it's as if everything with you is not the same... I don't know why... It's no one's fault... It's just me... I guess I needed time to find myself again..

Cause when I came here, I did not find myself... You found me.... and that has been the biggest change in my life... It's like the drought that has ended because you came... But, now..

It seems that I've changed... If anyone can help me???

p.s. They said that I am just not me anymore... How about if this is the new me? How about if the new me just can't fit in?? Would you still accept me with open hands?? Or will you leave me in the dark, just like that and pretend that I don't exist....

...Getting Harder To Breathe @ 8:47:00 PM...

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My name is Nadia. I am a girl who is insane, bubbly, cheerful and emotional. I am 16.

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