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Weak but not that weak.... Yes, I am now strong.Don't worry, I am not that weak.. :) Now, I am just gonna face the truth with my head held up high... :) Don't worry, I can face the truth just fine. As long as I have my real friends, that will be just fine.
foolish me... :( and you're also a betrayer.... How could you?!I want to shout at you!! To hurt you!!! All those wonderful times were nuthin but a cover up of your hatred at me!!! If you really hate me then why did u even bother to be friends with me?! All those precious times!! When you cried, I was there. When you laughed with joy, I was there. When you needed me to hug you, I was there. But now... Where are you?? You backstabber~!!! I should have known when my dad warned me!! But, oh no!! I ignored my own instinct... I tried so damn hard, though I know that everytime I was with you, I've never really been myself. How could you??!!! I hate you... Really hate you... Those sweet smile was just a cover up.... When I thought this is it... I was wrong... Yeah, I was damn wrong!!!!!!!! NOW MY HEART ACHES... Thanks for nothin.... You know what... From now on.... NEVER EVER talk to me or even try to contact me.... I hate you and that's all I know..... Labels: foolish me
bitch..... dang that person... Being a teenager + a human being is really tough.You can make the wrong decisions and in the end you'll regret it. That is what I learnt from life. Yes, I do feel stupid cause despite my dad's advice, I still went for it. And the stupidest part is that in the end I got hurt... It still hurts... The wound is not stitched... Everyone says that people makes mistakes... But, why must I make this mistake??! Thrice!!!!!!!!! And that person does not even care or know but don't care or does not give a damn!!!! Now, I will make sure that everyone who tries to get to my heart, will certainly be cut if they are not compatible and not good........ I will make sure that the bitch will get it... One day.. and I know one day... She'll get it... But, for now... I am not sure that she will change for the better.... :( My heart aches... But, now.... Never mind... I WILL STAND TALL..... I'll give you that bitch!!! YOU MESS WITH THE WRONG PERSON!!!
ever get that feeling that a certain person is changing? Ever get the feeling that one of your closest friend is changing???I do... and sadly... it is not the person that I expect will change...... It is my other closest friend... and yes it is a gal... I just feel that she's changing... a lot.... I think I know why... But, I can't say why... Cause if I say it, she won't be happy to hear it and it'll sound so selfish of me... I really hope that I can bear it... I hate it when someone so good turn into someone.... so "different". Btw, today's quite ok... no choir.. that means go home earlier! ;) Get well soon our dear conductor! I just feel as if... I am inside this plastic bubble... So useless... cause no matter what I do, it won't make any difference... O man.... I think if this continues... Imma go away... far far away.... and no one else will try to chase me or stop me cause I AM FREE....well at least free in IMAGINATION... :( Shesshh... I just hate it!!! I CAN'T SAY A WORD... Cause if it makes her happy... well then go ahead... I won't stop her from being happy... It's not that she's bad... It's just she's so ......... distant.......... P.S. Imma barf now...... 
Funny thing happened today... LOLzzz Yo!!Wazzup ppl?! Today was Ok... Jessica's not in... Hmm.. don't know why... I'll try to message her...:P Btw, you know a funny thing happened today! I went home from school with my parents. Then, my parents were cooking Indomie aka fried noodle for my dad's friends! And mind you, THIS IS RARELY HAPPENS AS HE IS ALMOST NEVER MADE A NOODLE... and then after we boiled the noodle, you know what my dad did?? He thought he would cool it down a bit by putting it inside the fridge... LITERALLY INSIDE THE FRIDGE... Not that he's dumb... But, he's just trying to help us. When my mom saw it, she was like "Are you insane?!! What are you doing with that noodle?!" He was putting the noodle inside for a few seconds... then when my mom said that he took it out and said "I know what I'm doing... I'm just trying to cool it down... hahaha" in a joking manner... -.-" Yeah, I did laugh A BIT and I gave him the "are you kidding me?" expression. So, yah in the end, my grandma took care of it.. XD My parents are indeed insane... in a fun and good way! :D Luv them!!! ;) Hmm... Gotta go do my EL speech.. Hope I can perfect it! :D P.S. Actually, my dad's idea is not that bad.... XD hahahaha Labels: funny thing
Ever wonder why our life is so not a fairytale? Ever wonder why your life is so not damn perfect?Well, I guess all of us did that be4... Hmm... These few days, I was so into romance books... including the Last Lecture k?! Haha, surprise surprise! It was more about how to life your life, but there was this romantic stories bout how he met his wife and all that. SO it COUNTS! Btw, all these books always or mostly started from that main character's point of view. First that main character has a wrecked life and maybe has a best friend that has damn perfect life to him/her. But, in the end that character always get what he/she wants!! Isn't this just the same?! It is indeed happy ending.. But, in real life IT IS NOT LIKE THAT?! well, 50% of it is not like that!!! This is what I'm angry bout! WHY?! WHY and WHY?! If we can have that perfect life, we would not have to think bout not having boyfriends, or maybe not having a perfect body, or all those girl problems! We won't have to worry bout mascara, lipsticks, and powder! Somehow, we still have to worry bout that! ARGH!! WHY! Ok, but after quite sometime... I do realise that ofcourse everyone has problems... It just depends on how you deal with it! Some may just don't care but some maybe cares way too much that they just don't have the time to have fun! Well, that's why I think they invent books... Storybooks, novels are all the source of our entertainment. They are the source of our imagination and they are like our perfect stories... We can be whoever we want to be... We can be the stunning Juliet or the smart Hermione Granger, or the innocent yet not so innocent Bella Swan (though I prefer to be Alice Cullen XD). Books are indeed wonderful though they can be poisonous if we don't treat the knowledge rightly. :) So, let us all read silently and peacefully...... SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH P.S. The worth of a book is to be measured by what you can carry away from it. ~James Bryce 
Fun time! Hmm..Today's fun!! Nirusha, Nizam, Rayz and I went to KFC! :D Hilarious~!~! Greg u should have been there !!!!! :) Totally fun and now we do have an entertainment called "The Spit Girl"hahaha.... And that's nt me.. :P guess.. haha Hmm.. So... Afiq said that I am so moody these few days.. Yep, we all know why... :( I keep on thinking bout it... It gives quite an impact on me without me realising it... Shesshh... Hope it won't effect my thinking.. hahaha P.S. Is it wrong to find another options??
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