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between pissed... or happy... OK, today was ok.... Quite pissed at a few things... Well, what can I say?? School life will never be perfect! :(Glad tat I have a lot of good friends... :)) At least, I know tat they will always have my back... :) Btw, today History test was quite easy!! Hope I'll make it for F&N... :) I felt as if this world is really testing me u know! Why life has to be so complicated??? God, just please help me to go through all these problems....... Pray... Pray... Pray... God, I've tried my best to survive... But, it seems tat survive is just too much for me.. I need ur strength to help me go through this life! Just please anyone help me.... I am hurt here... Seems like nobody notices it... Well, Rayz did... She asked me whether I am fine or not... She knows tat deep down inside, I am not ok. Need help... Things are not right here.
bit sick... lol Hmm.... Today is Friday....I miss school!!! and my FRIENDS!!!! OK, today woke up... Got a little bit cough... and flu But, this afternoon, it all gets better I just hope I can come to school on Monday!!! I missed a lot of things!!! I miss school and my friends and all the lessons!!! God, please cure me??!!! -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- Labels: :)
hmm... today is my birthday... 10 July 2009... Well, thx for everyone tat said happy birthday to me!! Well, just figure out, all this time suffering 4 him, it means absolutely nothing... All my feelings 4 him have been washed up by the crashing waves... He ignores me.. Well, who cares... I don't feel anything again 4 you... I feel absolutely empty... He is insanely dreamy... Well, not dreamy anymore cause now I feel nothin 4 him... He's outta my mind... He's one a**hole who's heart only made of stone.. Actually, can't blame him again, now I can only blame myself... Go away from me... Just don't smile, don't try to look at me.. Just go away to ur sweety.... I don't care bout u anymore... Bye, now my heart feels nothin... Bye to u Don't try to look at me.. Kay?? bye bye P.S. need painkiller.... 4 this broken heart... Feel so emo today, but I have to smile... Cause today is my birthday... Thx 4 all my friends who have been support me all this time... :) I'll try to smile... 4 tomorrow.... Teardrops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift's lyrics Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see What I want and I need And everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful That girl he talks about And she's got everything That I have to live without Drew talks to me I laugh 'cause it's just so funny I can't even see Anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love He's finally got it right I wonder if he knows He's all I think about at night He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do Drew walks by me Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She better hold him tight Give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes And know she's lucky 'cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do So I drive home alone As I turn out the light I'll put his picture down And maybe get some sleep tonight 'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see
feel so stupid... Gotta be honest with myself now...I feel so stupid now... Just stupid... And idiot... For breaking that promise and hell yeah! That promise is made by me.. by me, but still break that promise... The promise is to forget abt him... forget not remember or try to remember... but to forget! The hard thing is he exists, and he's at school, and he's alive.. U know, still breathing... So, it's kinda hard not to break that promise... Well, btw now... Just finished doing F&N hw.. Gotta make mind map... Stupid mind map... Don't know what to do... Feel so iritated... Feel so stupid... Feel so alone... AKA lonely... Feel so dumb... Feel like an idiot... Bye... Bye... Let me go to Heaven now... Prob. life won't be soo sucks if u just accept everything ... probably.... Bye... Bye... Hate myself... Hate him... Hate everything... Just a day b4 my birthday... And still, having this stupid heartbroken... Bye... Bye... Should've known better... Labels: feel so stupid...
Bye MJ Today, from what I heard from the news, MJ will be burried at Staples Centre... It'll be from 12 pm to 4 pm, but from where I live, it'll be from 12 am to 4 am. I already recorded it from CNN, gotta wait for 1 more hour. It's 11.12 pm now... Hix hix.. Why did MJ have to go now?? It's like ur having this hole inside u... hix hix hix... Bye MJ! U GOne Too Soon,.. MIss you already... :(((I will never forget you... You'll always be in my heart... Bye MJ  Labels: Bye MJ
Labels: Just 4 fun... A TRIBUTE TO MJ WHO JUST PASSED AWAY... :(( R.I.P MJ
Labels: Just 4 fun... A TRIBUTE TO MJ WHO JUST PASSED AWAY... :(( R.I.P MJ, U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART
Hi friends!!! Well, it is almost a month since the last time I wrote in my blog... :P Btw, well, have to update my condition and situation right?? lol So, got back to school on 29 June 2009. Then, now is 3 July... Friday... OK, two days ago just made a promise that I would forget that "problem". Unfortunately, that "problem" showed up again today!!! It showed up after recess!!! Damnt!! Why that so-called problem has to show again??!! And it's today!!! UGH!! help me... Why this had to happen again??? The dazzling smile, the happy eyes, the perfect person.... I hate u... I will say I hate u 100x but still, I know that inside I'll never forget you... so tired..... P.S. I hate u... I hate u... Why do u have to exist?? Labels: *cough*xx Wow, it has been a long time since I write in my blog....
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