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EL test... Check! Attire... Check! Falling In Love.... NOT CHECK!!!  Hmm.... My title is way too much abt love!!! haha Don't know why.. I think abt this topic too much. Btw, now I'm really scared abt the mid year test!! I'm ABSOLUTELY FREAKED OUT!! Can't believe that actually I'm really paying attention in this kind of things!! Well, I hope that my trouble will end soon... :(( I feel really weird if I destroy someone's relationship ( please do not think about grilfriend and boyfriend, this is TOTALLY different ok??!!) just because I'm trying to help! Hope that tom. Friday will be a VERY GOOD DAY! :p really hopin in this one... You know what guys... THis life is going to be so boring if we don't have someone to care abt and someone that actually cares abt us... :) right??? The doctor appointment today is going well, it's great and I'm still thinking whether I want to complete this session or not...?? Well, this is going to be a tough one! You must be wondering why did I post a photo of Louvre Museum in Paris?? It has nothing to do with this post! I just really want to go to Paris and stand beside the Eiffel Tower and take a pic.!Or the Louvre Museum can! Well, now is 00.05 or 12.05 am! Hope I can go to sleep later... My family and I are still talking about so many things especially about our past life, our memories, when my mom was still a child, when my sister are still a child and ofcourse me! ok, guys! GOOD NIGHT, SLEEP TIGHT, DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING NICE and FINE!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Is this real or just another....? U know that lyrics right???  Guys?? And girls??? let me ask you something?? Do you ever feel like ur having a crush on someone?? Or probably love at first sight??? What does it feel like?? U must be asking question like "Is this just like another crush? Or is this THE ONE???" THE ONE is always appears in our subject everyday! When ur having a girlfriend or boyfriend, sometimes ur wondering is she/he serious with me?? Is he/she really likes me or loves me?? Is he/she really honest and loyal to me?? Without you realise it, ur just officially become an ANXIOUS PERSON and u STRESSED urself out! Somehow, at this age or teenager time everything is unstable and unprepare! Let me ask you? Are you prepared if tomorrow ur gf(girlfriend) or bf(boyfriend) said that they want a break from that relationship?? Are you prepared if they way that they have found someone that is probably more in everything than us?? We NEVER PREPARED RIGHT??? This is what I am talking about, somehow having a relationship at this age is not promising... U can say that probably you will someday get married with himor u can imagine ur future with him. But,that's not the way things suppose to be! According to my dad, love at first sight is real! He said that when you don't like someone and after a few talking or sweet thing happen suddenly you likee him, that's NOT LOVE!! Love is when you see someone then you feel something and suddenly your heart beats faster and you feel like you want to know this person! At least that's what I hear... :)) But, I believe what my dad said! He's like the philosopher of love, my master, my dad... hahaha OK see u later guys!
We won!!! We got SILVER!! Yes!!! Finally!! Choir got SILVER !!!Hahaha... WE made it!! :)) Btw, today we have EL test and the summary was kinda hard!! HELP?!! Why our teachers are a little bit cruel??? Guess all teachers do... ;D kidding..!! Our choir was in Victoria Concert Hall and I think I've given my best there! It was way different with our usual practice!! In there, you felt very and extremely nervous, but after you got on stage you felt that you have to give 110 % on this stage!! We felt like champion!!! Well, don't worry band and dance CCA next year we all can do better and probably achieve gold!! hehehe... The NAPFA test today was crazy man! We have to do 5 sports in 5 stations! Guess that the sport in here is being taken seriously... ;(( Hope that after this choir can do better... See ya later!
Happy but ..... Anxious...  OK.... Today went well I guess! D&T is the most horrible lesson on earth!!! Today, Mdm. Ari had a test ! And the worse part is that it was a SURPRISE TEST!!! Damn it right?! I hate her seriously!! Btw, tomorrow is SYF for choir!! Hope we get gold!... So, I guess after this I am going to take a rest and dreaming about tomorrow since it's only 7.06 PM hehehehe :)) Tomorrow choir girls and boys we have to arrive at school at 6.30 or 6.45 AM!!! Don't forget about that OK? GOOD LUCK FOR ALL OF US !!!!!!!!
CROSS COUNTRY!!!! PASSED IT!!! :)))) HAHAHAHA......Today, I passed the cross country!!! The sandcastle place slash BEACH is very nice!! Me, Rayzelyn, Gregory and Zhi Wei were walking together across the beach after the cross country event was over... :)) Then, we went to the Tampines Mall together.! It was nice!!! Very Nice I must say!! I love everything about it!! The beach was lovely in the morning!! It was calm, quiet and not crowded at all! You could hear the sound of the waves crashing by very clearly!!whoo.... :D Btw, I really hope I can go again to the mall or somewhere else with them or my other friends!!! Ok, that's all for today....
Today is just fine.... NOt really good... Hehehehe.... Today is just fine I guess... Not really special, but choir today really worked it out! We're just so happy that choir made a lot of improvement and progress!!! Yippeee....AND CONGRATS TO DANCE CCA!!! U'VE MADE IT !! U GOT A BRONZE..... haha.... I was so happy to hear that dance made it, finally at least one CCA did it! Just hope that choir will at least get a silver or GOLD!!!! WhoOHOO hehe.... Hua... Tomorrow is the DOOMSDAY as tomorrow is X country!!! We have to run 2.4 km!!!!! NO WAY man!!! I'll die man!!! Ohh...man Wait,I'll post something again!! My mom calls me....hehe
Cooling down, stressing out... Today, no speech!!! haha.... Mdm. Dori said that probably my speech has to wait b coz I am only a refiller!! haha....Btw, Rayzelyn ( if you can hear me or read me) you've done a very good job today!! The speech was great don't worry...haha OK, too much haha.... haha....haha....hehe.... Well, I really hoped that dance make it you know in the SYF! I haven't know the result, but probably Jarah already knows.... Ask her tomorrow!! Hope it's good news... :)) Today, no more pissed off, he did not come which makes me wonder a lot...?? And there is summary writing today with Mrs. Santa Maria! The summary, I'm not really good at it and I will try with all my power to make it work... :) Tomorrow, got choir and there's also house meeting ppl!! What AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? It's suppose to be a relaxing day and I also have my tuition!! NO man!! OK oK.... Calm down.... 0000 OK, see u tomorrow guys.... And one thing Happy Birthday Yong Su bro!!
Get PISSED off today....  OK.... Today I got really pissed off by my friends .... Not really all, just a few person ... But, I think after a few cooling and fun session with Jessica, Rayzelyn, Jarah, Afiq, Yong Su, and Zhi Wei ( sorry if I forgot to mention someone's name... sorry ...) I started to feel a lot better and now I am still trying to do my Geo homework and practice my EL speech... If I make it on stage tomorrow, oh man I am certainly going to faint probably>.< !! I mean, what's the other going to think??? I mean they must be thinking "Is she crazy or what?? Going twice on stage??!" Ok, no offense ppl! It's just I got nerveous easily...! This is insane! Yesterday night, I helped my dad and my sister washed our car!! It's sort of fun you know... hahaha Well, ppl wish me luck! Hope Mdm. Dori change her mind, probably she said I don't need to do it tommorow... okokok Bye ;) P.S. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU GET PISSED OFF BY YOUR FRIENDS WHO DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND MANNERS AT ALL??!! damn it....
Feel like want to cry.... Yet, Feel very blue you know... I felt like this whole universe is testing me to pass this challenging world.Do you ever feel love ppl??? I was wondering, does boys really mattered in our life?? Is it true if we have boys, our life will be more fun, happy or full of surprises?? I guess I don't know about it huh?? I try to smile every single day of my life, I listened to what others are worrying about. Yet, their problems are the same with me?! Why is this happening to me>? Can this world just be a happy one, without terrorism or war or hurting each other, WE ARE ALL HUMANS PPL!!! SOMEHOW YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THAT!! Can't believe myself when I hear that there are still so many ppl that are dying and alone and nobody wants to help them!! I am sick about everything!! Especially, about GLOBAL WARMING!! HOW COULD GLOBAL WARMING HAPPEN?? When I think about this, I was worried sick! Our world is hurt and dying! We need to do something ppl!!! Yet, I was now babbling like a crazy ppl that nobody even wants to listen. But, underneath this all, I still craving for love from that special one, that he never even notices me. Yes, people, I'm hurting here.... I need help.....
Bored yet... Wondering....  OK.... This is insane!!! I am really bored right now and I just can not wait for June to come!!! This instant!!! I really need a decent vacation because I can't stand of the pressure my teachers and parents putting on me... Do you feel the same guys??? I was wondering, do you ever feel depressed guys?? Like about life or anything??? Like about friendship, love, or any kind?? Just please guys, talk to me... Anyone, can anyone ease my pain??? Like, right now or later at school??? I was damn tired about this, about everything, about friendship.
Bored... And still waiting.... Today was not boring, it was great! I went to White Sand mall in Pasir Ris at around 6.45 PM and I went home around 11.00 PM!! HahahaBtw, ppl! Anybody can help me to change the template in my blog??? I don't know how to do it ppl... Anybody can help??? I really hope that my dream can come true... You know, if you dream something more than once, it means it may come true... Like I dreamed that I met Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron for 2 times.... Yet, it still haven't come true... But, I'm very sure that it will come true someday!! hehe hmm... OK ppl, guess that's what happen today..... Later ppl!!!
12:30 AM!!! Now, is officially 12:30 AM and I still haven't slept yet... heheheI'm crazy huh?? Actually, I'm a little bit sleepy now, but my parents haven't gone sleep. So, we're just awake and have nothing to do... I'm also opening my facebook now, and I really love that tomorrow don't have to go to school!!!!!! THIS IS GOOD LUCK... ADIOS PPL..
OK... Second post... listen ppl!! OK.... people... Just hope somebody will find about my blog, or probably not... hahaWell, jessica(if u hear me) I CAN MAKE A BLOG!! tHIS IS SO EXCITING MAN!! OR girl... hahaha :)) Keep on smiling ppl... Labels: Second post
MY VERY FIRST BLOG!!! PPL!!! THis is my very first blog.... This is awesome....Ok.... PPl wish me luck with this blog!! Hope I can use this blog man!! It looks confusing a little.... the exact time now is 9:56 PM... Labels: First Blogging
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